GT : Spiritually Me

Joining in this meme makes me learn more about myself. Every theme makes me realize some things I am not noticing about myself before. My worth as a woman, my accomplishments and my dreams. Today's theme is so complicated for me. I don't know how to measure spirituality. I don't know hoe to define it though I know in myself that I love God, I appreciate every little things He has given me. I know He is my only savior and the only one who I could rely in every challenges and failure I'm experiencing. I remember when I was young, I am studying in a christian school, scholar of a Christian American. My mom and my other 3 siblings were in church every Sunday morning. My father is not coming with us. I don't know why. We stopped going to church when my Papa died. Maybe because my mom is not in her good condition after losing my Papa. When I transferred to Laoag City, in my grannies house and studied there, I was still attending mass but I have no idea that it was Aglipay. I don't know such religions yet. All I know is that I grew up going to church and attending daily vacation bible school every summer. There I knew God, I learned about Him, his creations, His words. I may not memorize what the Bible said nor the Ten commandments but I know the difference of wrong and right. I was also attending Catholic mass back then until I got married and got converted from "Aglipay" "base on my baptismal certificate" into "catholic" by another baptism. (It's compulsory and I don't care coz I love my husband and I want to marry him) =)
So what else can I say? I guess I am spiritual in my own understanding. I am now attending Sunday celebration in CCF (Christ Commission Fellowship), I love it and I remember my childhood again when I am seeing my kids enjoying the sunday school and learning about Jesus.
Hays...that's a long story huh?! I am enjoying GT's topic too much! =)

See yah again next week! Happy GT to us!

GT : I Love Me - Mentally!

Wow! This topic is kinda hard =P

What can I say about me mentally? Hmm….let me think carefully ehehehehe…

Oh well I can say that I am in an average category. I am not that intelligent but I was an honor student back when I was in kinder and in high school.

Except during elementary and college. I am not that competitive anymore. I am a working student that time and I was so focused in my work to earn for my college tuition and allowances aside from thinking and giving some help for my family ( I am a bread winner too).

So what else I could say? Aside from having a sense of humor and common sense?

I remember my father saying when he was still alive, that I am intelligent and malayo daw ang mararating. Same with other people observing me when I was still young, they keep on saying that I am intelligent and I will become rich someday. Somehow, those words from other people makes you think you really are Intelligent honor=) But the truth is….I am not. I just have positive view =)

GT: Me Financially

Girls talk time!!!

I love myself! Financially? Uhmm…no, just myself! ahahahhaha =))

I am not working in the office like any other mom out there but I do have income. I am a part time real estate agent. Working at home, online. Posting ads of house and lot, condominiums or lot only then receiving inquiries thru email and most often thru YM. I am only going out when meeting the clients for tripping schedule and reservation.

My income here depending how “sipag” I am…my target before is to sell worth 3M a month so I could have almost 90K income a month. God is good coz Ican be able to get that, but that’s only before recession comes. But it’s okay atleast I have income to help my husband in some expenses. My income is for our extra expenses like tuition fee, vacation, and for emergencies. If I am not earning, we will not be able to buy things we wanted to have for our kids like toys, etc. My husband’s salary is only good for our monthly expected expenses.

I am not earning stable like any other employee but I can say being in real estate is quite good enough for me. Selling is really my forte. I was a teacher before and my income was so darn low. Can’t even buy my underwear. =P In real estate, (hindi naman sa pagmamayabang) I can even cash my kids’ tuition fee =)

It’s better that both parents are working, but being a mom, staying in an office for 8-10 hours s really a hard situation for us thinking if our kids are doing fine with their yayas. My mom was the one taking care of them when I was in the office before and I feel like my salary is not worth it not to be with my new born baby but I have ni choice but to work. I just stopped when I got pregnant with my son and I need to resign due to sensitive pregnancy. That is a blessing in disguise coz I thought of doing part time job that doesn’t need to wake up early everyday and tear my heart everytime we say bye bye to our little ones. I started in direct selling then finally enjoyed real estate not to mention paid posts in blogging =)

GT : I Love ME =)

Wow congratulations to our new host and to GT winner Fhedz! =) Hooray!
I almost forgot to join today....Just got home from watching ECLIPSE and I miss FB so I checked it and thanks to Enchie's post! ;D

So...were talking about body huh!?! Oh well....next topic please! Just kidding! =))

What do you think of me?! heheheh =))
Actually just started to appreciate my body kung kailan nagkaaanak ako at ang laki na ng tinaba ko....still thinking why?

(Taken last June 5 @ pico de loro's children's shower/locker room)

Imagine I started to wear swimsuit just this year. I just started wearing shorty shorts when I begin to wear swim suits. Golly.
I was so skinny when I was still single, but I never thought of wearing swimsuits or shorts coz my legs are not flawless! When got married and had my kids, I still don't have the guts to wear those not until this time =P
Obviously...I love myself. Look at me taking pic of myself =)
I love everything in ME =)
Even I'm fat and has almost 5 kl belly, I still love myself. Even if I have no beautiful and flawless legs, I still love its shape =) I LOVE myself from top to legs except my feet ehehehe =))
Oh well...can't do anything about it so I have no choice but to love it! Lols.
All in all I still LOVE myself no matter how it looks like. It is ME, it was given by God. Though sometimes I admit I hate myself when I feel like my husband is not proud of me. =( But I'm sure I was just thinking about it. Insecure?! =P Oh I hate that feeling!

GT: My Cam is no longer inside my BAG =(

Here I am again joining you gals! =)
I am so devastated to know my camera is officially giving up on me. I just have it fix last year because of 'no power' thing and I guess it's like 'no power' again. I don't wanna bring it to Olympus anymore, I think it's no longer a good idea to have it fix and spend an amount which is half of the camera's price. I just did it last year because I don't wanna let go of it, but since it gave up on me again, I think it's time to let go.

Moving on....I'm here joining GT without a pic again! So sorry guys...I will just take a pic if I have cam already or maybe if I had a chance to borrow my in'laws =P The Bag I am using now is my favorite coz it's my husband's gift last Christmas a big brown leather bag from 'kimbell'.
What's inside my bag? Well, my camera is the first thing I am checking inside of it but since it's already broken, it's already crossed out in the list. Here's the list of the things inside my bag as of the moment : vanity kit, big wallet and personalized coin purse from artscow, notebook with pen (I'm using for notes and reminders), my cellphone, my husband's papers, shades, umbrella and some food (ew!) coz I've been to Makati last night to pass some husband's pending papers and I am hungry inside the shuttle while on my way home =)
That's all folks...that's all I've got! Bout yours? Care to share? JOIN us now! =)

Girls Talk : My Emplty Wallet =P

I almost missed it! But I'm here catching up guys! Sorry for the late posts. Been busy these past few days, my husband left for US this morning and I am so busy preparing his stuff. (sad) Been experiencing depression coz I am missing him so much already, good thing there's meme like this to do so I could forget him for awhile.

My wallet is empty! Seriously...it's big and bulky but instead of seeing money inside, you'll be seeing pictures, cards, receipts, etc. No Money no Honey! =(
Oh well who knows, I might win in this random contest here in girlstalk and fill my empty wallet with moolah!? =P
That's all I can share, can't take a pic of my wallet, my camera is in "autistic mode", he's not functioning again! Gosh! I really need to have a new one soon =)

Girls Talk : Vanity Kit

Gosh! Vanity kit?! I'm surely a girl but I am not into make ups....I am putting some occasionally or when needed.

I remember buying one when my daughter turned two but I gave them to my sister in law. My daughter loves putting make up that time. My mom-in-law initiated it and now she's addicted with it. But like what I have said I am not into make ups, so I guess she forgot about it already. =P
But of course as a woman I needed something that could make me feel fresh, look and smells good all the time.
Here's some of my stuff to enhance my natural beauty. (naks) =P

If there's one thing I wouldn't want to run out, it's the deodorant, next is lotion. They are the two important things inside that vanity kit.
I can't live the day without deodorant haha I don't want my armpit to perspire all day. Hahaha!
Lotion coz my skin is dry. Of course comb is important too.
Others were mascarra incase I need it. 2 kinds of lipstick, 1 for occassion, 1 for ordinary day if I want to apply some. Eyeliner, lip balm, blush on, toothbrush (no toothpaste coz it might spill in my bag), powder, cologne and mirror (the small round thing with hubby and I pics I ordered from artscow).

That's all! =)

Girls Talk : What's Inside My Shower Loot?!

Woot! Girls talk! I am joining again! Woo hoo!
I was looking at the topics and I was saying to myself, gosh these are all girly stuff! =P I don't have them! =) Ahahahah!
Just kidding of course I have these stuff. I have SUNSILK Shampoo and Conditioner, Dove soap or sometimes Papaya soap =)
I can't take pics right now coz our bathroom is not in a good condition eheheheh =P
Oh well. what else inside my shower loot? Hmm....my shaving cream =P Aside from those, nothing else!
hahahhahah! I am laughing at myself right now coz untill now I am not particular with beauty products. I can use any brand that's inside the bathroom whenever I don't have stock anymore. But not for my kids..I don't use just any kind of soap for them. I only use johnsons milk bath or soap for them =)
So that's all I guess...till next time! =))
See yah in Girls Talk! =)

Girls Talk : Sexiest Part of My Body

Whoa!!! It's getting hot in here....Are you asking which part of my body is the sexiest? Aw!

I don't actually know what part ahhaha! But if I am going to base it on other's feedback..I guess it's my 'Braso" (what is it in english again? ehhehe). My hubby find it very attractive as well as for other people maybe that's why I love to wear sleeveless blouse. I was very flattered when I posted my pic here last week wearing swim suit and you (those who commented) find my legs sexy. Actually this was the first time someone complimented my legs though I am not considering it sexy. Haha! Thanks anyway! Maybe because that was my first time to show legs or perhaps my legs were just photogenic haha! ANyways...hope you find my "braso" sexy too! ahahha =)

Girls Talk (My First Entry): Fleshy Flesh!

Hi Everybody!!! Do you mind if I join! This meme is kinda exciting! I've been gone for almost 2 months in blogosphere and I guess I've missed so much fun! So here I am again....

Just in time when pehpot told me about this meme...the theme is FLESH! oHhh wow! That is a cute theme! Some girls really love to show some flesh for we sometimes think it's a self esteem booster. I, myself thinking that way. I feel beautiful when I am wearing sleeveless or backless but never tried showing my cleavage coz I don't have one! ahahhahah! =P I've been dreaming of wearing skirts, or dress above the knee and swim suit....but I never had a gut to do it except for wearing a swim suit. At my age, and knowing that I already have two kids, I never ever imagined I can still wear a swim suit. But believe it or not! I wore it just last month! Here's my pic....


(kinda blurry...buti nalang!)

This is my first time to wear swim suit and everybody was reacting when they saw it in my facebook account =P Hope it's not that masagwa. Happy girls talk everyone!